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thingpuncher) wrote2017-07-16 03:56 pm
@glavesworn.
So Midnighter spends the next week thinking about what an idiot he was. He bitches to Jason about it, about how that guy he was talking about was stringing him along, and he expects it to make him feel better, but it fucking doesn't. It just makes Midnighter feel more bitter, more betrayed, and more stupid for even feeling that way. Didn't Nyx say from the start, dates are all he could offer? Midnighter's the one who got his stupid fucking hopes up.
But the way Nyx had looked at him, on the couch or in his bed, the conversations they'd shared late at night, the way he'd held Midnighter's face in his hands... He'd thought, maybe, there was something more.
He'd been fucking wrong.
So he puts his energy into his job-- not that he'd been slacking-- and tries to ignore that fucking empty feeling. Any texts he receives from Nyx will get a brush-off; he's busy, can't talk right now, he's in the middle of something. In truth, Midnighter's just not ready to end it. He needs to. He just hasn't yet.
He waits until late at night, when he's lonely and sleepless and stewed in self pity, for the moment to finally feel right.
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But the way Nyx had looked at him, on the couch or in his bed, the conversations they'd shared late at night, the way he'd held Midnighter's face in his hands... He'd thought, maybe, there was something more.
He'd been fucking wrong.
So he puts his energy into his job-- not that he'd been slacking-- and tries to ignore that fucking empty feeling. Any texts he receives from Nyx will get a brush-off; he's busy, can't talk right now, he's in the middle of something. In truth, Midnighter's just not ready to end it. He needs to. He just hasn't yet.
He waits until late at night, when he's lonely and sleepless and stewed in self pity, for the moment to finally feel right.
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Coiling around him is-- unexpected, but Nyx laughs, looking up at Gloria and setting a gentle hand against her scaled flank.
"Hey, appreciate the thought but you don't need to worry about me. I'm a big boy, could kick his ass if I wanted to."
But it's more than that, isn't it? Whatever Midnighter had done in the past, where he came from, who he might have been, Nyx doesn't know. Doesn't care. All he knows is what they've got in the present, warm skin against skin, lazy mornings and kisses, a beer shared between the two of them. And more than that...
"I'm safe with Midnighter. He's a good man. One of the best I know."
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That's all very well and good, but I have other concerns, and find you a far more trustworthy creature han the man who brought you here-- likely without giving you the full scope of the situation you were walking into! My freedom is to me paramount, after I wrenched it from the men I was sold to as an amusement. I do not believe for a second it will continue, should I go back to my creator with my-- excuse the metaphor-- tail between my legs.
Midnighter steps around the bulk of Gloria's scales, trying to get a look at the message for himself. "You really think I'm gonna let somebody put you in a cage?"
Gloria's eyes narrow. That is exactly what she thinks.
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"Hey, don't worry. I'm used to getting info on an as-needed basis." He pats at Gloria's mottled black scales, smoothing a gentle hand along her body. "Besides, whatever the hell he says, I'm not gonna let anyone put you in a cage either. Not a gorgeous lady like yourself."
Said with a saucy wink, and all things considered that's a new one for him, flirting with a snake. But it's true. For all that Nyx barely knows anything about Gloria, he at least knows this much-- he sure as fuck isn't going to let anyone slap shackles on something- no, someone as magnificent and graceful as the serpent before them.
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"Can you quit shittalking me when I'm right here?" Midnighter speaks up, standing in front of the words Gloria just wrote. "I'm not locking you away. The Gardener wants to see if she can put you in a human body, okay?"
Gloria rears back, dropping the kukri (which Midnighter catches handily) and begins to hiss.
Midnighter sighs. "Taking that as a no, then."
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"What's wrong with being human?"
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Why must I change? Would you want to become a snake, if it were more convenient for others? I want no part in your grotesque bodily functions and sickening urges. I am fine enough as I am, and those who take issue with it are at odds with my nature, not I with theirs.
"Sooo, you wanna be the thing everybody thinks is a fucking monster, is what you're saying?"
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"I mean... guess if you put it that way, it's true. You're not wrong the way you are. But there're nice parts about being human too. Not just convenience, but... getting to talk to other people, that's a big part of it. Can go wherever you want-- get your fill of the city, live in the woods, by the beach, fly or drive, whatever. The food-- better than whatever you're eating, I bet. Crown City has dumplings like you wouldn't believe." Running out of ideas, he flounders a bit, casting a look over Gloria's smooth serpentine body. "Uh, roasting fish on a fire. Braiding another person's hair. Taking the prince's car out for a joyride. Having hands. Lots of good shit."
Another, longer pause, and he glances upward with a crooked smile.
"You don't get lonely out here?"
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"Yeah, yeah, poor, pitiful you," Midnighter grumbles. "Like you've never eaten a person. Don't gimme that look, I know you have. And I know it was self defense, she had a gun, whatever. What I'm saying is, eventually, somebody's gonna come by who ain't as understanding about this shit as me. What then, Gloria?"
She deflates, slightly. I do not wish to be cut into again.
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It's not awkwardness, not really; Midnighter had invited him here as backup, and he's not miffed at having nothing to add to the conversation, to diffuse the current of tension between the two of them. It's just... so personal, shared history and old pain, and Nyx realizes now that maybe he'd been a bit too hasty in offering Midnighter his help. After all, he's no good with emotional shit like this. Fuck, just look at the mess he'd made of their whole... everything.
But with all that being said, he's beginning to feel increasingly like maybe he should side with Gloria. Just what the hell was done to her anyway?
"Midnighter... who, no, what the hell is the Gardener?"