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thingpuncher) wrote2017-07-16 03:56 pm
@glavesworn.
So Midnighter spends the next week thinking about what an idiot he was. He bitches to Jason about it, about how that guy he was talking about was stringing him along, and he expects it to make him feel better, but it fucking doesn't. It just makes Midnighter feel more bitter, more betrayed, and more stupid for even feeling that way. Didn't Nyx say from the start, dates are all he could offer? Midnighter's the one who got his stupid fucking hopes up.
But the way Nyx had looked at him, on the couch or in his bed, the conversations they'd shared late at night, the way he'd held Midnighter's face in his hands... He'd thought, maybe, there was something more.
He'd been fucking wrong.
So he puts his energy into his job-- not that he'd been slacking-- and tries to ignore that fucking empty feeling. Any texts he receives from Nyx will get a brush-off; he's busy, can't talk right now, he's in the middle of something. In truth, Midnighter's just not ready to end it. He needs to. He just hasn't yet.
He waits until late at night, when he's lonely and sleepless and stewed in self pity, for the moment to finally feel right.
hey
But the way Nyx had looked at him, on the couch or in his bed, the conversations they'd shared late at night, the way he'd held Midnighter's face in his hands... He'd thought, maybe, there was something more.
He'd been fucking wrong.
So he puts his energy into his job-- not that he'd been slacking-- and tries to ignore that fucking empty feeling. Any texts he receives from Nyx will get a brush-off; he's busy, can't talk right now, he's in the middle of something. In truth, Midnighter's just not ready to end it. He needs to. He just hasn't yet.
He waits until late at night, when he's lonely and sleepless and stewed in self pity, for the moment to finally feel right.
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It's a little like his first time with Andrew. He kept expecting everything to hurt, but it didn't, it just felt heavy and soft and confusingly good. He doesn't deserve this kind of life. It's almost illicit. The difference now, though, is that he's better at fighting the computer, at making sex what he wants it to be. Another breath, and he drops his head, mouth open, corners pinched in a smile.
"M-might be seeing the appeal."
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"Hey, you haven't seen nothing yet."
More confident now, Nyx leans forward, lapping at the tight pucker of his hole, and then lower, licking and sucking softly at sensitive skin. The shift of Midnighter's hips draws a contented hum from him, and Nyx pulls away just long enough to catch his breath, letting out a soft laugh before carefully pressing the tip of his tongue into his body.
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It makes his heart race, his cock start to leak. He flexes the muscles in his thighs, an old trick to last longer, except he hasn't done it in fucking forever, never had to when he wasn't with Andrew, who knew every inch of his body and how to get every reaction he wanted. And this is Nyx, who's flying blind, trying something new on stupid confidence alone, and it's still-
"Jesus-" Midnighter's face hears. Was that his fucking tongue? Midnighter moans despite himself, moving a hand from his own cock to cover his mouth.
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"Haa- let me hear you. Wanna make this good, give you- everything."
He brushes a kiss over sensitive flesh before pressing his tongue in once again, probing and stretching. Fingers slick with lube, he goes right ahead and starts off with two, pressing them into the tight heat of Midnighter's body.
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"F-fuck, Nyx, you-" A hand on his cock- Midnighter stiffens, relaxes, gasps, and repeats the cycle. There's no respite from it; it's unbearable, and never quite enough to make him come. His head swims in it.
(The computer shows images of blood and death, flashing teeth, upturned bellies and twitching limbs. All turned aside in an instant, with the next twitch of clever fingers or a cleverer tongue.)
"Take m-me, fuck, I want it, I'm ready, Nyx, please." He's never begged like this with someone who wasn't Andrew, and some distant part of him is shocked he hasn't said his name. The rest is wobbling under the weight of unexpected pleasure, nerve endings firing hot with no release. "I need it- I need you. I can't- I can't take this, you're fantastic, I- I don't uhh-understand-"
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It still feels like it takes an eternity to slip the condom on, haphazardly slicking himself up with lube, hands grabbing for Midnighter's hips and nails digging into his skin as he presses in with a long, drawn out moan. Can't help himself, half out of his mind with lust and something that burns even brighter and hotter, like a star lodged in his chest, Nyx's hips buck instinctively, driving into him in with hard thrust after thrust.
im sorry.
Everything becomes jumbled. Sex and death and dying, the impossible pleasure of it, the love thundering in his chest, his heartbeat like a rocket in his ribs. He's going to die, he's going to break, it's fantastic. He tenses, gasping and cursing, twitching with need. His words are distant from him: please and yes and Nyx, mingled with more complex (but ultimately incoherent) thoughts, like I don't understand and I want you and defeat me and I love you. It probably doesn't make any fucking sense.
After one particularly hard thrust, Midnighter shoves himself back, gasping, and-- feels the arm of the sofa crack and fall under him. He falls forward, no longer able to support himself on furniture that rips apart under his hand.
He lies on the floor in a pile of upholstery and wood, panting and hard, utterly confused. After a dazed moment: "You broke my sofa."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
"I broke your sofa?"
He should-- he should be concerned, probably. Bits of wood litter the floor, they could get splinters, he's never seen Midnighter lose control like this before, is he alright, but Nyx isn't really thinking with his head right now (or at least, not the one that matters) and all he fucking wants is to just get the hell back to what they were doing, and screw the rest. He's already reaching for him, a hand on his shoulder to pull him close, leaning in to press a kiss to Midnighter's shoulder, his neck, his jaw, every part of him he can reach, and he's laughing all the while, helpless with it, the absurdity of it all and how beautiful Midnighter looks even now, wild-eyed and rumpled and sweaty beside him.
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And because he remembers last time, has a flash of how excited Nyx had been when Midnighter told him what he wanted, he scoots them over a little, away from the wood and bits of upholstered fuzz, onto a carpet with a fashionably minimalist pattern.
He lets go of Nyx, and lies flat on the rug, legs spread. His expression is warm, eyes still crinkled with humor. "There's a fireplace setting for this wall, if you're into that." It's incredibly tacky, wanting to be fucked in front of a fire on the floor; don't worry, he's aware. But tacky shit has its appeal, right?
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(It's fucking strange, thinking of Midnighter as his in any way. Strange but true.)
The mention of the fireplace has him grinning. If that's what Midnighter's into, well fuck yeah, not like Nyx is one to judge when it comes to tacky shit. He already has his hands all over Midnighter, running over his chest, giving his nipple a playful tweak before shifting downward, pressing his thighs apart. Lucky the condom had stayed on, Nyx doesn't really want to go hunting around for another as he gets back into position.
"Yeah, let's do it." He realizes he's biting his lip in anticipation, sucking in a low breath and with a lift of his hips pushes in, feeling the air escape his lungs in a hiss. "Ah- I wanna see you. All of you." All he wants of Midnighter, what he can't put into words, every sweet and good thing he'd never asked for, never thought he deserved.
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"Then fucking look." Being coherent enough to talk is nice, even if he wants that raw feeling again, like he really is malfunctioning. He reaches over his head, gripping into the carpet, trying for that wanton pinup thing Nyx does. It doesn't entirely work, he's sure, but Nyx can't judge him for shit.
"C'mon, baby, really give it to me." He gasps from another rough shove of Nyx's hips. "Fuck, like that. I wanna feel you. Give it to me."
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Is that when he'd realized...?
"Next time, I'll bring you a coerlskin rug. Just lay you right down on it and-" Punctuated with another surge of his hips, hard and deep, Nyx leverages the motion to lean sharply forward, a hand on either of Midnighter's shoulders to pin him down, just as promised. "-have my way with you."
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His legs are a vice-grip around Nyx's hips; he likely couldn't escape if he tried. "Do whatever you want to me, I- fucking- defeat me, please-"
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Please.
He's not sure what goes into defeat, but fuck it-- Nyx will give it his best damn shot. Panting now, he focuses on Midnighter's face, the rhythm of his hips, waiting for the next time he arches up before he's surging forward to close his mouth over Midnighter's throat, a scrape of teeth, almost a threat, before he softens the motion into a kiss, long and lingering, dragging his tongue up the column of Midnighter's neck.
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"N-nn, please-" He moves, grinding himself against Nyx's hips. He's close, he can feel it, he just- almost- His cock brushes Nyx's chest again, more pressure, more tension- He opens his eyes and sees Nyx's face, fucking gorgeous in the fake firelight.
Midnighter knocks his head forward, hitting his forehead against Nyx's jaw as he starts to come. There's a low, guttural growl, not quite catching the airy syllable of Nyx's name, and a bit more squirming, riding it out. Holding himself as close to Nyx as he can, he does what he's done before, if from a different angle: wraps himself around Nyx in a vice and moans until he's finished, this time moving himself on Nyx's cock.
"You're fucking perfect, oh, fuck-"
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And then Midnighter comes with a growl, and Nyz wheezes faintly as those strong arms tighten harder around him, the both of them still moving together as one, and heat crashes through him, sending him over the edge-
Nyx thrusts once, twice more, before he follows suit, coming with a low, drawn out groan, hips working until it's over and slumping down on top of Midnighter, panting and sated. And bruised up all over his back, a purple mark just beginning to form on his jaw where Midnighter had knocked into him.
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"You're too good to me," Midnighter says. He finds his throat is slightly hoarse. Shit, it is good they gout out of Nyx's crappy apartment. He slides his hand up and down Nyx's back, the curve of his spine, momentarily content. "Gonna feel that later... almost never happens."
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"Good." He sighs happily at the nuzzling, managing a weak kiss to Midnighter's hair. "Had to return the favor... mm, from last time."
Though actually, he's getting a little too warm like this, front pressed against Midnighter's sweaty chest and the heat of the flames licking at his back. Nyx manages a half-hearted movement, half scooting half sliding off of Midnighter to press against his side.
He wants to spoon.
"And next time, I'm gonna get you off with just my mouth and hands, just you wait."
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"Jaw might get sore," He says, half teasing, half serious. God damn, though, this is nice. "I still haven't returned the favor."
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Fuck.
"Maybe one day," he murmurs, warm and content and happy in a way he can't describe. "You'll catch me by surprise."
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And then realization-- "If you wanna stay the night. I dunno your schedule, I just like having you around."
He draws one of Nyx's hands up to kiss the back of his wrist, able to be half so dear for his face not being seen.
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"Yeah, I wanna stay," he says quietly, half muffled against Midnighter's skin, and Nyx is glad that Midnighter can't see his face just then either. "Besides, don't you still have that job of yours?"
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He keeps Nyx's hand near his mouth, brushing his lips over it, running his hands over scarred fingers and bumpy knuckles. "Yeah. You'll really be helping my ass out on that one. And a few other people's, if nobody fucking dies. We can go to Metropolis, afterward, if you got time-- right next door, and the prettiest fucking city I ever seen. Lucis is a close second."
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Even if it's a distraction from the tender brush of Midnighter's lips over his knuckles, gentle fingers tracing the line of a tattoo from fingertip to to the back of his hand. Nyx's cheeks heat, even as he tightens his arms around a broad chest. If Midnighter is comfortable here, then Nyx is perfectly happy to stay on the floor all night.
"I got a day, day and a half. All yours."
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He does fall asleep eventually. It's dreamless, an endless expanse of warmth and quiet. He wakes, predictably, before Nyx, just as the sun is leaking in from half-open blinds across the room. It's an easy thing to roll away-- Nyx has twitched himself off in his sleep-- and retrieve their clothes, turn off the fireplace display, and drape Nyx in a light bedsheet. He has the printer delete excess matter (ie, clean) their clothes, sets the apartment to recycle the sofa when they're gone, put on boxers (the ones with the Superman logo) and have a glass of water.
And then it's fine time to curl next to Nyx's twitching, mumbling form on the floor, and gently, softly kiss up his inner thigh, pushing the sheet up as he goes. It ends up hitched around Nyx's hips, an indescribably welcome image Midnighter commits to memory before really going down, kissing and sucking while reaching out to pet Nyx's hips and thigh.
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